I have been thinking alot lately about the eternal nature of life.... and it seems i have more questions than answers...
why do some have to suffer so much?
why do some live while others die?
why do some die when we feel, pray and have faith that they will live or be healed?
why have i been blessed with two beautiful babies when some are still waiting for one?
why was i choosen to carry my specific burdens? because yes, i feel i was choosen...
what was her purpose here?
why does adoption have too be so bitter sweet?
what would it be like to carry and have your own child and not have to feel guilty for benifiting from someone elses courage, loss and pain?
is adoption a matter of predestiny?
are our families predestined?
is adoption always the best option?
what is my path?
what is the lords will regarding my family?
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